I Should Be Sleeping (go back »)

...but I'd rather  not.

Hm....not much I can say in here. I just found an old christmas card that I found when I was with my ex-boyfriend. I was thinking of giving it to him, since I wrote him a poem as gift. Anyways, I saw the card and I ripped it to shreds. It felt so bloody GOOD! x3

Well...hmm....I finally reached up to 100 posts....so now I'm happy. I never actually was into the forum thing until I came on here. I tried on this one anime site called, Janime. But the people on the forum were dull and never ever happened. Well, except I did somehow manage to attract this 21 year-old guy from Cali. Unfortunatelty, when I told him I only wanted to be friends, he said that he didn't want that and said that "it's best that we never talk....ever." Whatever.

I'm just not interested into a long-distant relationship. They just never work out for me. I mean, I need to actually SEE the person in real life. I need to see how they interact with people around them and who they really are. It's different from when you're seeing a person compared to when a person is talking about themselves to you. You can never be sure what's the truth.

Sigh....these SATs courses are gonna kill me. But I'm just gonna have to try the best I can. After all, this is my life that's practically on stake. I've been too lazy with my school work this year and I regret it. I'll have to make it up this year. This year, I'm not going to fool around. I'm going to do the best I can. I'm hoping that the skills I'm gaining in this SAT course will help me get into Georgetown University.

Or for my father's sake...at least get accepted into Columbia University. But I don't want to go to that school!